i think i'm dying

and trailers for Dear John make me sad.

I GOT THE RA INTERVIEW!!!!!

so excited, you don't even know.



now back to studying!

things at school are stressful of course, but nights like tonight with hour and a half dinners and house make it all better.

danny leaves in 12 days to go to louisana :( I'm really not looking forward to that...but he'll be back on the 20th.

oh and Sam's bachelorette party was awesome! as was dinner with Chantal last night (:

yesterday after class and work I ended up spending the day with my mom and my brother. which was wicked fun (: i don't really get to see them because my schedule conflicts sooooo badly with my moms its ridiculous.

so we got pizza with my brother then my mom and i got our nails done. i got a pedicure and she got a manicure. i needed one wicked badly too so now my nails are nice and pretty. but when we were driving to get my brother my mom was telling me about the last time she went to big y. she's like i was walking by produce and i'm pretty sure i walked by cory. [she hates him mind you, like realllly hates him for all the bullshit] then shes like and the weird thing is after i walked by him this heavyset girl like followed me through the store to the register. she had dark hair.
SO! obviously we know my take on this, that idiot had shamu follow my mom. he must be touched in the head! like really, how dumb are you? i proved i don't wanna have anything to do with you when i ignored you in big y, so having that whale follow my mom is ridiculous.
i almost wish i was there cause i think she did it to get to me, and uhm hello idiot...way to cost your boyfriend his job. not to mention be wicked immature.

luckily i wasn't there and shamu didn't have the balls to talk to my mom cause she might have gone off. but it was a funny story when i heard it last night. hopefully shes not there next time i have to go in though, i dont wanna deal with it.

anyway after we got our nails done i found friends season 4 for $15! so of course i picked it up. then we headed to marshalls and i was looking for like knockoff ugg boots and i found some really cute ones. i also found that i fit into kids sizes, so when i get a pair i'll get those, they're cheaper and look exactly the same. then danny texted me at like 7 saying he was gonna be out of work by 1030 so he ended up coming over and hanging out. i baked him cookies (FINALLY) for his birthday which was 9/14, he also changed my mom's headlight thankfully (: wicked pain the in ass though. then he stayed over and brought me to school for 8. mind you we stayed up until like 330-4 so i was falling asleep on the way there so as we're going down rt 9 to my school he's like bay wake up for a minute and he pulled into a dunkin donuts and got me coffee. so now i'm awake and happy (:

i probably wont see him much until sunday because he has work & drill which sucks but there isn't much o can do of course. but sunday is the seether concert at the big e which jess and joel are going to. then friday is the celtics game, i should be getting the tickets by the 5th/6th. so that friday he's gonna get me from school, we're gonna go to brockton to see his dad, then going to the game (:

okay now i'm gonna chill until class.

BTW! read this please! http://www.masslive.com/news/index.ssf/2009/09/candice_potter_of_springfield.html

its an article for Russ ♥

i honestly cannot remember being this happy with someone. everything is just working, nothing is one sided. we both work to make the other happy and it's not even actually work. for instance this weekend i had a terrible night with my father. he scared me and was mean to me which sounds like i'm being childish but with my dad he's never anything but nice to me. like he'll make fun of me, but he's never mean. and the night danny got out of work at midnight by chance and he came and got me. and he just held me and rubbed my head until i felt like talking about it. he calmed me down and just made everything better. then he spent the night at my house and we had breakfast with my mom in the morning. it just works out so well, and tomorrow we're going to get me a verizon phone because i can't stand tmobile anymore and then we're going to the big e.

i'm just extremely happy.


now to actually do my work :x

so i figured out my schedule for everything and i gave myself a wicked busy week

monday is class from 8 to 320 then i wanna say latin dance at like 6:45 til 8
tuesday is class til 9, work 10 - 1 at the cluster office, upc meeting at 7
wednesday is class from 8-320, then RA class at 6
thursday is class til 9, work 2-5, dance 7-8
friday is class then work at 530

not to mention i'm trying to study abroad...

it should be a busy year, wish me luck!

Wow so where to start. Probably where I left off right?
Well the whole Anthony thing didn't work out. Like we went out a couple times but it just wasn't working at all. The straw the broke the camels back on that on is that he specifically asked me to come to this barbecue he was throwing for the 4th. On the 4th though I had like 3 places to go including his, but his didn't start until late anyway and Danny's mom really want me to go to the one at his house, play the one at Albie's house (Albie is one of the regulars at the White Hut). So I figured I'd go to Albie's seeing as it's on Parker, then go to Danny's cause his is off Parker and I'd wanna spend more time there anyway. I got dressed all nicely to go too, a pretty sundress, straightened my hair...the whole nine. Albie's was fine...nothing special but he'd been bugging us all about it. Then I went to Danny's which was fun. I'd been avoiding him a little for a while because after we saw The Hangover things felt like they were going too fast so I backed off and went out with Anthony those few times. Anyway I had fun at Danny's. We shot some pool with his cousins and then I had to leave to go to Anthony's. I got to his house and there were a bunch of people I didn't know, I was friendly and started talking to them but for the most part I was pretty much by myself and not talking to anyone. If I had someone I knew with me I would've been fine but there wasn't so I got in a mood and just left after the fireworks without saying bye to anyone. As I was leaving I started texting Danny and I ended up grabbing a movie and going to his house for the night. He always makes me feel better and then I realized that I actually do like him a lot. Because I had a terrible night he took me to the Brockton fair the next day and we saw the fireworks. It was sooo much fun. Then like a few days later he sent me flowers at work during lunch rush, it was so sweet! It took until like July but we started dating (:

Then I ended up with like 3 jobs over the summer, the hut was giving me like 35+ hours weekly, then working one night a week at Skyplex which didn't last long :x and then relief at Stavros. It was ridiculous! soo much more to write but I'm gonna go read.

sorry I've been MIA for sooo long. lost my password for this then got super busy so now that I'm back at UMass I can stop neglecting all of you and my journal. Comments and stuff will some soon, gotta hit the floor meeting first.

I missed you all!

I apologize for being a terrible lj friend

I haven't been on a real conmputer in ages

how is everyone?
good summer for all?

I want roger.
now!